Finding Myself Again

I ate so much today i keep vommiting in my mouth. I wish i could just go purge.

I’ve decided i hate catching the bus at night by myself with a creepy bus driver that looks like this and stares at your tits while you pay for your ticket and then he only charged me for a childs ticket..
I need a fucking car.

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I don’t even know who my real friends are anymore. My boyfriend and i have decided to go on a break and all i really want is a friend to talk to right now. But i’ve kind of realised i don’t have any. Or they are busy. Or they stabbed me in the back last week. Or they say yeah lets hang and then five minutes before we are meant to hang out she ditches. I need a cat..

justlikeheaven1996:

I invite you to my depressing world of black and white.

Anonymous Asked:
everything you are, and everything you are yet to become is worth living for. you have a beautiful soul

My answer:

Problem is I have no purpose in life. my life is genuinely going no where. Why not just end it now..

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guys: uh why do girls care so much about being skinny? it's so annoying
guys: ew fat chicks

This blog is probably more for me, than anyone else.
This blog will contain all my inner thoughts that i always hid from people. But now that high school is over, i genuinely couldn't give a crap if anyone finds out about what really goes on inside my head, because i will probably never see them again :)
This blog is for me to share all my feelings instead of bottleing them up all the time. I used to have a tumblr, but later deleted it when i realised it was starting to help me towards an eating disorder (long story.) Most of my posts will be personal but i will reblog photos that i think relate to me. Thanks for checking out my page, feel free to follow me and ask me any questions <3

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